Maniya (rehmania) wrote in silent_poems,
Maniya
rehmania
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life is going on as it always was...............still pretending to live in this world facing all the brutal realities.............but tired inside..........alot tired..........in this heart ...........tired to say i can but i couldnt ..........tired to do what i never wanted............tired to be what i am now! ........but i am changed ............changed alot in the past few months .........and changes ,changed my life forever......... ..............and i make a lot more matured decisions then before ........... now ........i seek the deepness when i reach there........i learn the possibilities how to be there.............i search in them ........and i read when i reach ...........i never felt serene ...........but i have'nt lost my sensibility ............i feel rueful for myself for roving in the darkness......and .....the secrecy in that darkness made me defective .......and i gave nothing but delusions...............for which i had to defray...........i'm dazed and artless now .........................i could'nt confide............but let me be delived from the reality .................and let me be lost in my sane .........so that i could be ruminative.............and feel the rustle to persue them..................
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